I am the ocean. I am the sea. There is a world inside of me.

The Weepies // Gotta Have You.
 
March 14, 2013.
 
This is a super old draft :'3
 
I'm sad ._.
Spring Break's almost over.
How come the week doesn't pass this quickly when we're at school?
 
I think I'm going to an art museum today.
What are your plans? (:
 
Have a great day, lovelies.

Bring Me The Horizon // Shadow Moses.
 
March 13, 2013.
 
Ugh. Okay. So.
 
I'm going to a party later on, but my friend's dad isn't letting her come.
 
I want to cry now.
 
Have yourself a great day, lovelies.

Lights // Frame and Focus.
 
March 12, 2013.
 
How are you, lovelies?
Spring Break going good for you all? (:

One Direction // Back For You.
 
March 11, 2013.
 
Good morning, lovelies.
 
You know what my favorite part about dreams and nightmares are?
 
They aren't real-life.
 
Inspired by: @elle-woods-lb

One Direction // Little Things.
 
March 10, 2013.
 
Ughfasdjkfhkdfjdsah I need to rant. And I really don't expect anyone to read this. But okay, here I go.
 
Why is my mom being so rude today?
I mean, I made a million excuses for her. She's probably PMS-ing, maybe she has a lot on her mind. But still.
 
I asked her if she was okay, and she sarcastically replied saying, "Aw, Zahra, you care so much about me."
 
Sometimes, I'm scared to care because of that.
Because people always do that to me.
And I hate it.
 
I hate it for more than one reason.
Mainly because I start finding comfort in food.
And that usually leads to a flipping binge.
I hate it when I binge. I gain a lot of weight. And I hate weight, too.
 
Oh my god, ajfskdljfslkf my thighs are touching right now and I just want to cry.
 
They're so flipping disgusting. I'm gross. I'm so so so gross.
 
Can I please have enough strength to STOP eating? Pleasepleaseplease.
 
I'll probably be on here all day now.
Can someone please talk to me? If I'm not a burden.
 
Before I forget my manners,
Have yourselves a good day, lovelies. ♥

Parachute // Mess I Made
 
March 9, 2013.
 
I need to pee ._.

Eurythmics // Sweet Dreams.
 
March 8, 2013.
 
Good evening, lovelies.
 
Today was a good day, and as I'm typing this, I'm fighting to keep my eyes open.
 
Nonetheless, I need to talk about my day. Well, some of it, anyways.
 
So first of all, the weather today was oh-so-perfect. And it was also my favorite kind of weather. Rainy and cold ♥
 
Most people I know are sick of cold weather, but it could be winter forever, and I wouldn't even mind.
 
Second of all, it's finally Spring Break.
Trust me, no one has ANY idea how long I've been waiting for this. But you know what's weird?
 
This year passed so soon.
It's crazy how summer is in about three months.
 
I mean, I feel like I just started high school a couple of weeks back.
 
It kind of scares me.
Because I don't want to grow up.
Mostly because responsibility and all the pressures of becoming an adult, or whatever.
 
Rant over.
 
Goodnight, lovelies. ♥

Birdy // Skinny Love.
 
March 4, 2013.
 
I am flipping tired of school.
Can it please just be Spring Break already?
 
Ughughugh I feel like rambling but I don't even know what to say?
 
I need to stop eating, too.
Like, damn. I can't stop putting food in my mouth D':
 
Well, you enjoy yourselves today, lovelies. ♥

Arctic Monkeys // Reckless Serenade
 
March 3, 2013.
 
Hello, guys. I hope you're having a lovely afternoon.
 
I kind of just feel like talking, or rather typing, so that's exactly what I'll do.
 
You don't mind if I tell you about my day yesterday, do you? Let's hope not.
 
I was sitting in my room, trying real hard to concentrate on my Geometry homework when the door swings open. My mom sticks her head in my room, surveys it, then looks at me. She insisted that we BARELY get to spend time with each other. She's right, so I suggested we do something (:
 
So she picked out my outfit. A lavender colored sweater with studs, black skinnies, a mint colored scarf, and boots with a bow. Then, we went out to the mall.
 
I don't even like the mall, in all honesty ._.
 
But it was pretty fun since we gossiped about boys and stuff x)
 
I love her. ♥
 
You guys enjoy yourselves today and don't mind my random rant. I just like talking :')

You Me At Six // Liquid Confidence.
 
Ajfkasjfljadsklfjd.
 
You know what I really miss?
 
Being a twelve year old girl who was super obsessed with Polyvore and made time for it no matter what.
 
I miss being thirteen and blogging about my day here. I miss the drama that came along with being thirteen, even though it seemed utterly endless back then. It was kind of cute, now that I look back on it. ♥
 
I realized that time flies. It really does.
This school year's almost over, it's crazy. //:
 
How are you lovelies doing?
I hope your day is going as you planned. ♥
If not, then don't worry. It'll get better soon.